Is darkness before the halloween is light turn after then

Is darkness before the halloween is light turn after then  

 

Actually in last week i was in darkness.  

Morning i woke up go to still even the cafe shop did not open 

Afternoon i come back downtown with crowd of people

..... 

Still confused about things , off course, who not even confuse about life ?

Still changed about myself , off course, never get better because i even dont give up about life ?

....

  Tuesday, i was in a football game my ankle is break then....just a warning ?

How a darkness day!cant running and sporting no more different between prison .

I cant remmeber ,should be great , she came to online, maybeshe dosent know or she dont care 

And i showed up but she leaved then. But i was waiting and she maybe still afraid that si will desert.her... 

 I just made a bad jokes is this time , maybe a black one to me. Belive me i give it up. 

   Wednesday , with a empty body and mind i was trying to be make a doctor time for my ankle, 

but spend 3hours i finally made. Sit near a women who get a H1N1 ,

i just went into a wrong hospital in that time,

why this? God if this is retribution or the wages of sin or cost of things i forgive and agree,

 if give bad sickness to me

.......

   Thursday , amolst the day for many one is start a weekend,

 i get a tired soul and full of stresses working with my project, not so darkness , not so bad,

one thing i just felt fear , it is fear , i dont know where it come from i just when i leave the love before ,

she come to me always always . 

....... 

  Friday , still a same man as old , something get change! Or wait for die? 

......

Even it is worst it still better than worse even everthing is hopeless it sitll be a hope ,

But how about everything just end now ? The thing if wish never come , even put full of you heart ?

Still need trying . A great man does not think beforehand of his words that they may be sincere, 

nor of his actions that they may be resolute;- simply speaks and does what is right！

.....

 So now i am standing on the edge of past and future , is the moment making the decision! 

Reform or  let me dying in this way. 

  

Just found a good song suit to one of my story, not can explain full feelings about this week and my mind. 

Make a note in here : 

  "Just Want You To Know"

Artist(Band):Backstreet Boys

Looking at your picture from when we first met

You gave me a smile that I could never forget

And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind

The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night

Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go

Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me

But still I have to say I would do it all again

Just want you to know

All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead

And deep inside I wish it's me instead

My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go

Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me

But still I have to say I would do it all again

Just want you to know

That since I lost you, I lost myself

No I can't fake it, there's no one else

I just want you to know

That I've been fighting to let you go

Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me

But still I have to say I would do it all again

Just want you to know

That I've been fighting to let you go

Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me

But still I have to say I would do it all again

Just want you to know

[Thanks to matthew for these lyrics]

Angels & Demons ? Science & Religion ? Reality & Illusion? Just two of ideas ?

  

Angels & Demons ? Science & Religion ? Reality & Illusion?

Just two of ideas ?

 I belive and i hope there is a god in this world even it just a illusion! 

But what is reality. Even science is not always science, belief is from our hearts!   

  After  watched  Angels & Demons, the only thing I feel is very disappointed, there is no logic like the book, even i just have been read a few lines of the novel, it is too much differents between the book and the movie. 

  But if we just talked about the movie , this one still awesome ! Make me enjoyable off course ,the story s amazing.  "Angels & Demons" than "The Da Vinci Code" more focused on the horror suspense, religion `s things are not as strong and important here. Anyway i belive that this one is best book of Dan Brown. I am so shamed that i hadnot read the whole book yet,but i will!

 I do not want talk the story line here you must feel it from the book or at least the movie! Even in the movie the characters are not deep enough and the pace is too fast! Other side you must read this book or watch the movie it not simply a amazing suspense story, Which involves a great deal of knowledge of art history, especially with regard to the key characters Baroque - Bernini. If like arts this is "funny "one.  

   In the visual enjoyment, the only two points are  commendable. First, the Vatican's landscape scenery, a variety of architectural sculpture,  give us as a differenr audience `s experience a feeling of a visitor; second there are close at the end of a special effects section, containing the powerful "bomb" detonated at high altitude helicopter, glory eye-catching. The anti-material is very interesting thing! It is very beautyful, the Camerlengo Carlo Ventresca: The Camerlengo (Papal Chamberlain) was a angle in that moment, but is he a demons too ? In some way he is! 

 i love the churches!  

1.ＥＡＲＴＨPiazza del Popolo 

2.ＡＩＲ Obelisk in Saint Peter's Square

3.ＦＲＩＥ=”Ecstasy of Saint Teresa

 

4.ＷＡＴＥＲFountain of Four Rivers

5. Angel castle

The most interesting role of in the the movie is the Pope chamberlain. Read novels, I was always fascinated with this character, not only handsome and unusual appearance, but also charismatic, the dramatic tension of Angels & Demons is in this character who has been most fully manifested. 

 By the way  i would also like to thank the director, continue to allow the leading roles do not fall in loveby the fine traditions. It was so boring in this kind of movie two person fall in love then !? 

 

But still confused about the things like Angels & Demons ? Science & Religion ? Reality & Illusion? I do not know there are just too big questions, maybe i should dialogi then not now,...

To be continue!  

.........

I like the Pope chamberlain asked Robert Langdon :"do you belive god say sir ? " 

Robert Langdon: Father, I simply believe that religion... 

Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: I did not ask if you believe what man says about God. I asked if you believe in God. 

Robert Langdon: I'm an academic. My mind tells me I will never understand God. 

Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: And your heart? 

Robert Langdon: Tells me I'm not meant to. Faith is a gift that I have yet to receive.

Ps:  few interesting things must to get know then 

Illuminati, a secret brotherhood at the heart of the book's plot.

CERN, a research laboratory.

Freemasonry, a fraternal organization into which the Illuminati supposedly merged.

Great Seal of the United States, the symbol included on the U.S. one-dollar bill, discussed in Chapter 31 of the book......

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angels_&_Demons

some chinese good blogia >

http://www.mtime.com/my/lovetime/blog/1890691/ 

P.S. I Love You (2007)--- maybe love could be more sad but it could be more last in some form

I got very good repuation about this movie then so many different images in my mind before i have watched. The movie open my minds and did not dispoint me anyway after i have watched it. Few minutes of the beginnig of movie make me wonder more. I wonder and realize that i am not a only jerk talks with women in that way and style(for exampe: ask for a girl what wrong with myself, how can fix it ). I love the conversition in the beginnig of this movie make me feel loves even like that... But i must say i am not a strong man like him, even i want be, maybe i will be. He did many thing many thing i should learn from him.
It is very good movie even for old or young for women or men!just need replace if holly the girl who lose his man if she is you, how could you?
But whatever then the things happen... Even we never want but we still need think the unhappy situations like this. The goddess of fate, it always has a day then she leave you away , you are no longer subject to more attention by gods , how to track back to those days of life, have become a target you are fighting. Holly cant do it alone, gerry hepled her before leave to heaven.
I always belive strongly that when love is so fierceness, then the death is overcóme and then is just a new beginning of love.
Holly was misfortune, she lose many importants things in her life,
But she is lucky too, she got a great love which maybe no one never could have.

Good music in this movie Softly and sad but light and warm ! I like very much Kisses and Cake the very suitable for this movie!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BcE5GepOIU

The landscape of ireland is so beautiful and amazing, one day i will be there make a romantic trip;) Maybe get a romantic like how they meet in the begining :)

Hhaah By the way there is funnyjoke about finland in 32mins
But still dont understand why holly sleep with his hushands best friend even`then.. I don like this one section,. And I dont like the end at least i don think is perfect one for this story i mean for holly and gerry but maybe i even dont understand the movie ！But i like holly´s mom said that if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too...
P.S. I love you. In each letter, written this last sentence, repeated many times, that sort of remark perhaps not just this time to express his feeling, but also more than a promise, but more like an eagle chisel on the stone walls of a symbol of the symbol of forver love and happiness.....

When the love begin was
holly 19years old..

gerry 24years old..

When the love sublimate is
Holly 30years old ....

Gerry 35years old ...

Ps: the writer who made 《P.S. I Love You》play when she was just a 21-years old young old.
So...so this movie`s style is fresh and in this charming romantic story is not bad, no intrigues, and the real world the brutality of the little girl's heart is no trace, only the desire for love, like that of Irish grasslands and transparent and that fresh wind...

PS: some extra info about this movie. This film is dedicated in loving memory of Windland Smith Rice 1970 - 2005.....Following Windland Smith Rice's death, her sister, Molly Smith, produced the film P.S. I Love You, which she dedicated to Windland Smith Rice.... 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Windland_Smith_Rice